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Monday, March 26, 2012 by Jen Ko
young folks - peter bjorn jon "usually when things has gone this far, people tend to disappear. no one will surprise unless you do."
my shift key is broken and i'm right handed so nothing will be capitalized.
i have a secret, and it's tugging. i don't know where to begin, but it involves $. i'm not doing anything illegal, but this job makes me cringe at times, it makes me laugh, it makes me gag, and it probably will change me as a person. i think the later makes me worried, because i like how i am now. i just can't view people the same after this and it's hard to comprehend.
i do love it though, it gives me adrenaline, it gives me power like never before. the thing about a really great job is that it changes you inside and out. i try to stay true to myself, but over time i know things will gradually change. i don't want to look at money and be greedy, i want to embrace the job without getting greedy. does that make any sense?
hopefully, i will get my business license tomorrow so i can start working at votre salon in arcadia. i still long to be normal, but whenever i try to be normal... i end up being abnormal.
it's hard to explain without actually explaining it.
i promise to edit nail photos and food photos for my blog. hopefully, i can get my life back on track and be happy while i do it. i'm not getting any younger.